OhmydogElls :)

if you only knew what the future holds, after a hurricane, comes a rainbow.
maybe the reason why, all the doors are closed,so you could open one that'll lead you to the right road...

its hard to keep up with all that positivity now a days. :( ok, long story short. i DISLIKE my height. seriously. i wanna be shorter. i have no idea why some girls wanna be tall for. its so stupid. ( no offence to the girls who do)
but seriously, here are a few reasons from my personal experience;

1. its ugly ( on me )
2. friends dont want to stand next to you. :(
3. friends dont want to walk next to you in the shopping mall
4. cant wear heels even thought i LOVE em' 
5. guys friends dont wanna take pics with me cause i make em feel short
6. again, its ugly on me
7. loads of insults
8. i ALWAYS have to stand at the back during performances, and when i do stand in front, people get upset cause i'm blocking them and they tell me ' ITS NOT FAIR RIGHT? cant see all of us....' when they have no idea how hurt i feel.... GUILY and hurt. D;
9. i'm afraid that people might think i'm a freak cause i'm tall for my height, so people tell me ' eh, you should stop growing, later cant find a boyfriend/job/friends.... ect ect'  :(

    10.lets just cut to the chase, cant get a boyfriend ( not that i want to, just for future references) i'm saying     this cause i've got comments from friends (not saying who) 'eh, your so tall man!! sure cant get boyfriend'. D;



meanies. D;

sigh, we cant always get what we wantt.... i guess i'm destined to be tall for some reason... :(((((((

dear god,
IT BETTER BE A GOOD REASON WHY YOU MADE ME TALL.

                                                                                               love, ellie

gonna study for my ICT exam on Monday chapters 1 2 3 5 8 9 10 12.

my LUCK list;

1. ICT EXAM

2.FORM THE FREAKING FOUR

lastly,

3. APPRECIATION DAY.

wish me luck i suppose...