boobs.

what is up with guys and 'boobs'  -.- i mean, guys are so judgmental and just go after the girl with the biggest boobs. there are only a handful of guys who go for personality. yes, i admit, i'm kinda challenged on the upper area of my body, but people have absolutely NO RIGHT to go around insulting people (girls) for the size of their boobs. you dont see us girls ( most of us? ) going around measuring how long your genitals are do you? NO. and yes, i got insulted today by a guy who was supposedly my friend. i guess not. i bet some of you might wonder, why would you care? just ignore them. right? wrong. i cant ignore them. i dont know why, if they think i'm not pretty enough or have big enough boobs or too tall to be their friend, then these kind of friends arent worth fighting for. real friends wouldnt push you down or tear you apart.no. they will bring ou up higher than you have ever been before no matter what your looks or what you weigh. they'll stand by you. but i guess some people think they are just too good to be friends with someone who's boobs arent as big as they want it to be.

so if you're all of the above, i advice you; you'll never get real friends cause karma will get you and bite you in the ass.

well, that is sorta what happened today. and lately i've been getting teased and getting my feelings hurt cause some people say i'm too muscular and i have to be more like ( lets call this person apple) apple. eh, you know if you didnt do gymnastics, you could be pretty like apple, eh, of you didnt hyper so much you could be as pretty as apple, eh, if your boobs were bigger you could have many guys falling for you. LIKE I CARE.

i wanna be who i wanna be, yes, i might be a lil be jealous of apple and her prettyness, but i aint gonna change to get attention. i'm just gonna be who i wanna be and if i dont have aby friends, fine. if i dont have any guys liking me, whatever. if i'm an ugly tall freaky girl, i'll deal with it. at the end of the day, i'll be one person and one person only;

ME

and thats who i intend to be for the rest of my life. if you dont like it, you could walk out that door and walk yourself out of my life. but besides that, life has been good.. sorta? ooh. here are some pics of me and my REAL friends;

promise me you'll be nice kay?

love, ells